so i haven't updated this in over two months..haha sweet

theres not a lot to say, california was amazing and i still want to live there, at least while im young, im ungrounded  finally !, this weekend has been great so far, im going to prom with my bestest friend jake, i got dave matthews tickets for july 2nd and i cannot wait for school to be over. and paul is here too. haha..heres some pictures for now.

austin & tim

from last night....

 jake !

 matt & jake & tims car. haha

haha theres seran wrap on there too i dont think you can see it.

 me and linds being super cool. haha

ill put up a bunch from california when i have time, its beautiful outside and im going for a run !

Currently Listening Retrospective 1995-2005 By Natalie Merchant wonder see related

ive realized so many things lately, mostly how people, including myself change, and even if you've known them since the 3rd grade over time its not going to be the same person they were 8 years ago, although inevitably none of us are, we've grown up and gained a sense of maturity, but even over the span of 2 years people change dramatically. its not like anyone can control change or if it will be for better or for worse, its just..different. and most of time i dont like the changes. but i think its one of those things you have to come to accept, because i know ive changed and i guess people just drift apart over the years.

i think im going to let go of the past, and start fresh, no more hanging on to memories of how things used to be and wishing it was that way again. and im not going to keep jumping into relationships without knowing if its what i really want or not, im having to much fun being single anyways and meeting new people.

ANYWAYS..yesterday = lindsey, evan, brian and kyle at portillos, then went shopping w/ lindsey. and then saw date movie which was not as funny as i thought it would be..

heres some pictures from last weekend when we set up jakes very romantic valentines dinner & from the superbowl! try to minus the fact i look disgusting in all these

andrew being sexy

tim dancing

mhh??

austin

me and kelso being cool

kelly, tim, me and kel !

tim and matt looking a bit stoned.

ill put up more later! thank god for 3 day weekends !!! possibly going to the auto show today!?

Currently Listening The Madding Crowd By Nine Days if i am see related

HAPPY SUPERBOWL SUNDAY!

so i never update this thing anymore. i have zerrro time and everything is crazy right now...looking forward to softball season actually starting and no more lame conditioning and early open gyms @ 5.30 am !!

going over to tims for superbowl party with some of the best people ever =) will have pictures up sooon im sure

Currently Listening I Gotta Make It By Trey Songz gotta go see related

so sarah leaves for iraq tomarrow. im worried, i miss her and will A LOT. and hope everything is ok for both of them.

i also should be in dallas right now, & visiting jorge, but my dad wouldn't let me come with which sucked =/ but hopefully this weekend is goood im looking forward to it !! 3 day weekend again

tomarrow night = jessi & marissa + food + oc & that 70's show !! yess, then who knows. supposidly going paintballing for my first time friday with andrew tim matt & jake ??! haha we'll see how that goes...oh and saturday should be good. ;)

&& me kayla & dan are making a pretty awesome music video for tv class

this past weekend was fun but..interesting. ill put up pictures later

goodnight !

Currently Listening Grace By Jeff Buckley last goodbye see related

yeahh i went to the hawks vs. flyers game yesterday. of course they lost, but i just like going to games, i havn't been to one since the allstar game freshman year.

i hate school its been 4 days of being back and im already sick of it. Definetly glad tomarrow is friday i work 4-9.30ish and then going to rauls party with melissa. saturday = iceskating !! and hopefully sunday the girls can all stay the night cause no school monday ! =) plus 3 day week and another 3 day weekend !! should be a good week coming up

heres some pictures from yesterdayy

i really like this picture

me and nick at the united center. my dads not the best photographer as you can tell.

on the way to the game

ill put up more later!

goodnight !